Selfie, Day 4

Self-portait as Baryshnikov’s Lover

How do you hold on to a man with such disdain for gravity? It’s not that he’s out of my reach; it’s that it’s so difficult to reach him. Those mournful eyes hover over me like a hot air balloon. I don’t know enough Russian to explain he’s got the Rapunzel story upside down. We are tethered by the most frail of strings—true love. It is hard to know which kiss will be a scissor, which will be a knot. I would like to blame it on the language barrier, and it’s true, our bodies do not speak the same vernacular. He would like to tie him to his wrist. I would like to tie him to the curl of my back. It is true that we also cannot agree which language to use when we speak of absence. Or how to describe the difference between how his body hollows my bed and how my body hollows his bed without using patryonimcs or patois. What is true: we can both walk gracefully from point A to point B. What is true: we can both walk gracefully together from point A to point B. What is true: We cannot agree on when to start or how long to take or what to do after. It’s difficult to hold on to woman who has such disdain for the gravity of the situation. It’s not that she’s out of his reach. it’s that it’s so difficult to know if she wants him to reach her.

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Posted on December 8, 2013, in Uncategorized and tagged , , . Bookmark the permalink. 2 Comments.

  1. I love (and also relate to) the notion of not speaking the same body language. Beautifully expressed! Meanwhile, I don’t know if this stuff means anything to you, but I nominated you for a blogging award: http://www.splatospheric.com/another-major-award/.
    Even if it just gets your blog a broader audience, that’s a beautiful thing!

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